Sunday, January 11, 2009

poopsie

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Poopsie.


Though I said I was on hiatus, here is a little something to share with you guys. Find it quite funny x) I did this for my Cambridge assignment based on the title , 'A romantic Story'. So, here it is. Don't laugh ok!


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That day, my life changed forever. I experienced an epiphany, a spiritual flash that would change the way I viewed myself. I realized that, after 17 years of living under the same roof, he was the one I truly loved. I’ve fallen in love with, my brother. My biological twin brother, Xiah Junsu.
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It was two months ago. We were always hanging out with each other no matter where we were.But then, not sure where this attitude of mine started growing in me, I started avoiding him. Afraid to be with him, afraid that others will gossip about our close relationship. My feelings for him started to change. I didn't talk to him, didn't walk home with him after school, didn't eat lunch with him and didn't do whatever we used to do together. It was like, the special bond between us has torn apart.
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However, Xiah kept on clinging on me despite the rude attitude I've been giving him. But he didn't care at all. He just ignored every rude part of me, because he knew something was not right with me, and he wanted to find out what it was. One ordinary day, when we were walking back home from school, Xiah didn't walk along with me. Instead, he went ahead of me. It was like, we were strangers to each other. Then, I started to realize that the whole day in school, he didn't talk to me, didn't approach me like he usually does. It was a strange feeling, but I knew I had to deal with it. Because, that was what I have wanted.
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Out of a sudden, I heard car honks ahead of me.My conciousness was back to reality and the only thing I saw was a body, covered with blood, laying on the floor with his eyes closed. It took me a while to notice that the body was my brother, my one and only brother who got hit by a white filthy van. Like all sisters would do, I ran with the speed of a lightning. i ran towards the body, and found myself feelign weak. My knees were numb and were shaking in obvious motion as I stare at my brother. My tears started to burst.
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He was still half concious on my lap. He then started asking me why did I ignore him and didn't talk to him for the past 5 days. He told me how depressed he was, feeling so lonely without anyone to talk to. Then, I couldn't bottle up my feelings any longer. I conffessed that I loved him. He then smiled at me with the weakest smile ever, then came closer to my face, and gave me a kiss on my lips. I didn't stop crying, and by the time I could express more on my feelings towards him, his eyes closed. But he kept his smile on his face.
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ps: please excuse any grammatical errors.
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